I Am

I’m an angel, I’m a devil

I am sometimes in between

I’m as bad it can get

And good as it can be

Sometimes I’m a million colors

Sometimes I’m black and white

I am all extremes

Try figure me out you never can

There’s so many things I am

I am special

I am beautiful

I am wonderful

And powerful

Unstoppable

Sometimes I’m miserable

Sometimes I’m pitiful

But that’s so typical of all the things I am

I’m someone filled with self-belief

And haunted by self-doubt

I’ve got all the answers

I’ve got nothing figured out

I like to be by myself

I hate to be alone

I’m up and I am down

But that’s part of the thrill

Part of the plan

Part of all of the things I am

I’m a million contradictions

Sometimes I make no sense

Sometimes I’m perfect

Sometimes I’m a mess

Sometimes I’m not sure who I am

Out of My Head

Sometimes I feel

Like I am drunk behind the wheel

The wheel of possibility

However it may roll

Give it a spin

See if you can somehow factor in

You know there’s always more than one way

To say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?

How could I have ever been so blind?

I was waiting for an indication

It was hard to find

Don’t matter what I say only what I do

I never mean to do bad things to you

So quiet but I finally woke up

If you’re sad then its time you spoke up too